Diary Of Life

2010 · Loyal Member Joined: 07 Jan 2010 Posts: 96

We were in our high school.I dont know when,how and why i fell for him.It was no surprise for me since i have occasional crushes but this was real,something that seemed so very true.our communications were so limited that we were not even called friends.Both of us wanted to be friends and we did become but that was killing me.I always had an urge to talk to him.I had no phone for myself and many times i walked out of my house running to the booth to just catch his voice.I was like crazy and i knew that.Slowly we began calling each other.School was over and i knew so was the crush.I thought he’d go and even i would have forgotten but he did not.We talked over phone.Initially the phone calls ended in 10 min.Then they dragged to 30 min,then we started talking about personal lives..it became an hour call…the call rates went down as if the telecom company too wanted us to be together..and finally we had endless talks which continued hours.I started liking him a lot.Actually i loved when he smiled.when he laughed,when he was happy.These things made me happy.It was a strange teenage feeling which i was experiencing for the 1st time.We played pranks on each other and one fine day he challenged me to propose a guy.I dont know why but i did that.Never in my dreams had i thought he’d say no to me.I had built a world of my own and that was the time i was kicked off it.The feeling was pathetic.I was always approached by guys and had been quite popular amongst them but this feeling of rejection was killing me.He still continued talking.No i continued.Did not want to lose him just for no reason.We continued talking.I told him many times that i loved him each time expecting that he’d say me the same.But he never did.He called me one day and was very happy.He talked 4 6 whole hours which meant an entire night.He talked because he wanted to stay awake that night.I felt betrayed but what always concerned me was spending time with him.One day he said me that he loved me.it was the day i was out of the world.I had him.We were like no ideal couples who love spending time together.We were like couples where only i would find time for him.We are in a relationship since two years.We talk..but its always me who calls up.Till date he ignores me..but i like him even more every day…He smiles at my stupidity sometimes..i become more stupid for him so that he smiles..i don’t know what has made me so crazy.but i can’t resist.It really hurts when he lies to me just to stay away from me..but i love him..want to spend my life with him..Today i have changed my future aims just to be with him in my masters…i know he never wants me..but he says he loves me..dont know what love is this..its just another love story..
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usf · Loyal Member Joined: 06 May 2008 Posts: 280

Nice One

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